Starting from scratch.... I found it pretty ironic that the focus of the meeting this week had to do with starting a blank canvas and embracing change. After all, I was heading off course, back down the road to failure and caught myself before I got to where I was before. The meeting went well. In the back of my mind I kept waiting for the leader to say, let's all welcome Patty back! She was slacking for 4 months, but caught herself. Of course, she would never do that. But, my mind demons seem to think the worse at times. I saw a lot of the people who have been on the program and stuck with it, since I left. Many looked so much leaner. I wanted to kick myself for not sticking to it, but I am not going to beat myself up. Instead I use them as an inspiration to succeed, even more. I am making sure to track my food every day. I decided to go the online app route this time, so that it is easier for me...